...yesterday...today....tomorrow....
I close my eyes and I still trying to close my uncertainty heart
I now realize who is by my side ... who is on my side ... who will take my side ... and who will step aside
I remember moments that have turned to memories...memories of lifetimes lived in seconds of joy and laughter celebrated with love and hope turning to tears from the echoes of voices long passed ...
Tomorrow matters cannot compared to my today or my yesterday ... moments that matter ... moments that shock and deceiving and ... a moment of last breath of tomorrow disappearing forever
Forgive you not for the back turned towards my shattered soul as its reached for comfort in the arms of truth ... when moments matter and another year lived is like a gift.
I now brought to light only by moments that matter ... split second decisions of a strangers "FaceBooking While Working" changes the whole thing ... but again at that moment it was in an uncertainty...my split second dicission change everything
Tears that stained my face. I close my eyes not for the light reappears and hope & pray the nightmare would not begins again...
By taking my hand my new love reassures me that I am still here and she will be mine forever...
By turning backs I wonder if I do exist in her hearts in her minds and reassures me she will be here and forever
I’m sorry and my apology but I still have this doubtful mind.
Give me time to trust and give I will give my full assurance because I love you and I want it to be forever
The nights awake me to listen to the same questions which I already know the answers to ...
Give me time to learn and accept the fact of life
My moments become memories of today’s past and tomorrows promise.
Moments matter when tomorrow disappears with the screeching of the silly Kap Cai Motorbikers and the noisy upstairs neighbor.
I wish and I hope and I pray that you hadn't discounted all of the things in life ...the old me, the babies cries ... our wedding bells ... my, you and our forgiveness ... and above all the lesson learned and the lessons yet to be learned ...
Finally I because I realize the moments matter and there is now doubt in my mind that I love her forever... each breath I take should become a memory ... a step towards tomorrow filled with memories (a good memories of us)....and I love you forever...I thank you FB on 25 September @ 11.53am
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Baby, I love u & u noe tat's for real..
ReplyDeleteI pray & hope that u can get rid of these nonsense doubts ASAP..
Now I noe y u keep asking d same question over n over again..
Yes, I'll be ur wife & it's going to be this year for sure..
P/S: was it on 25-09-08??