Monday, June 15, 2009

What going to happen with my life without her

I guess I need to be more confidence in myself
I guest I need to kick and get rid out the old scare and phobia
I guess I need to be transparent and open with her rather I keep it to myself

It isn't a nice thought having this kind of feeling, is it?

The fact that I can but I choose not to.
Probably that's why I push myself to posted that blog to clam my uncertent mind,
Why am I not confidence before and very confidence now
Isn't it to late because I already hurt her and she do not completely trust me anymore

Why don't I go the extra mile to see where my and her limitations and work thing out rather then try to expand on these boundaries.
I I did what I suppose to do for sure eventually I improve my confidence
But why I let it be. Why I make her in pain which all this silliness. She the only girl which able to open my heart and I let her trust vanish in me into a tin air.
I know I truly love her but why why why I did the thing I do
The is no physical level of human tolerance would able accept for what I had done.

I fail on the below the do become don't
DO be romantic and sensitive in your words and actions.
DO listen attentively.
DO build her trust by being faithful and truthful, and always "being there."

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