What do I beleive (My Happy Life)

i believe in her (my wife to be)
i believe in simplicity. (that why i choose her)
i believe eating good food with her (thanks sweetheart)
i believe in cozy homes. (let chose to buy a house ya)
i believe in honest expression. (let be open)
i believe in god (Allah the Almighty)
mostly, i believe in being happy because she always be with me.

the beginning is the most important part of my life that why i decided not to make the two mistakes once can make along the road to truth which is not going all the way & not starting. i know every new beginning comes from some other ending that why i took the step towards getting somewhere & decided that i are not going to stay where i'm now because the prove from small beginnings (FaceBooking While Working) end with great things.

earlier this morning even i was thinking about love and its stages.
this morning i had scroll the internet and read the lyric from my favorite song from the group the Peter Pants.
i love that song
that sentiment from the song going to stay with me all day.
i let the memories of the first few time when i date her
and being unofficially engaged on March 15th to her really marinate in my mind...
it felt good thinking of it and i determined to consciously love and appreciate her and my life as her husband to be, as her boy friend and as a friend.
if tonight she going home and not we me, i'm going to snuggle longer before rolling over to sleep. (i want to think to good thing we had and going to have)
i want remember better how much i couldn't wait to date her, be her boyfriend and now i really can't wait to be her husband (or even few month ago i just can't wait to be her boy friend).

i hope, i pray and i wish, as the time goes on in my life (our life),
when life is busy,
i (we) won't forget to do the extra little things to show my the other half that
i'm is still in love with her.
and while i appreciate that the love between me and her won't always be the butterfly kind,
but rather the concern for each others' well-being and facing the world together kind of thingy

i still want her to feel she's my world, and feel from me that i always want to be in her world.
if there is time for chatting, scrolling, lazying, movieing and whatever "ings"., then there is time for romance. right? i need to learn to be more romantic

once upon a time, (and not too long ago...few weeks ago to be exact), i would have to tear each other apart to go to our respective homes at the end of a date. we hated every second when were apart.

wouldn't it be nice if we meet up much earlier so we wouldn't have to wait so long to get to know each other and wouldn't it be nice to live together in the kind of world where we belong together (i can wait to be her husband)

you know, its gonna make much better when we can say goodnight & give a good night kiss and stay together forever

wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up in the morning when the day is new and after having spent the day together hold each other close the whole night

through happy times together we've been spending
i wish that every kiss was never-ending...wouldn't it be nice, right?

maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true

sweetheart there wouldn't be a single thing I couldn't do to be with you

we going to be married and then be happy with you

....wouldn't it be nice