Her and Me

I just can’t get enough of her.
Everyday my feeling toward her grew even stronger and to the point that I can’t be apart from her.
I’m not sure whether it is good or it is bad (I beleive it is for sure good) but I want her by my side every single moment.
I got top stop this behavior. I don’t want to be possessive. I need to give her some space. I need to give her, her own time. She got other friend to be with and chat with.
But my heart and soul are too weak and I just can’t. I will and going to be jealous when others chatting or talking to her.
Why I don’t had this kind of feeling before with my previous GFs. Why with her.
I guess this love is real and really deep inside or (I hope not) because I feel insecure which make my subconscious mind react to what I had reacted or going to react.
I love her and I don’t want her to feel like I’m controlling her (which I did not and will not)
But I can’t help it, I want her everyday by my side and I know she want me by her side too.
Love you sweetheart. Love you forever.