Are they a failure or it is my failure

Now instead of being productive in work I'm writing this Blog. sighhhh

I am uncomfortable and get anxiety from all the problems and bad care, bad service and no empathy which I see everywhere.

I try to go straight home after work and meet my sweetheart, eat and drink and realx but at the same time I feel angry and frustrated of my work life.

Now days I move myself even less than before.

All this frustration gives me anxiety and sometimes I want to begin drinking, but fortunately I got her to think about which prevents me.

Everything seems pointless. I think I am a failure and worthless: silly malicious, clumsy, ugly and everything awful which one can be.

I have been in this industry which itself was or is a catastrophe because working I'm working with a bunch of MALAYSIAN MONKEYS.

For some reason this service issue is always happens.

Why all this silliness

Must I check every single thing this Monkeys doing or going to do?

Am I a miserable failure?

Am I?